Little Embarrassed,

So if you read my blog, you know, I SHOULD BE CLEANING. Like seriously. I hate picking up todays. Well, I’m officially super embarrassed. My stepdad came over for a minute today to help me bring up groceries and he was stepping over toys left right and centre. I had a friend come to the door a few hours later and there were still a couple grocery bags on the floor. Nothing that needed to be refrigerated of course, but still! It’s just that I had a long day at work and when I got home I wanted to do some sewing. I got right into my project and that was that. I have tomorrow off and kids are with their dad so I can clean then! Right!?

In case you were wondering, I am sewing masks for the 72 year old I share and office with and my friend who has diabetes.

Okay, back to the house. The thing is, I just wanna clean it in my own time. Make it a little party. Then show it off and be like see I can tidy, eventually (haha).

So plan for tomorrow:
– do my hair and makeup
– make TikToks
– clean!!!
– finish sewing the masks
– make chicken noodle soup from scratch

It’s a big day but I got all day. It’s going to be awesome!

Happy Easter!

Should Be Cleaning…

I should be cleaning right now. I think that all the time. I hadn’t made cards in weeks and even as I made one today I felt like I should be cleaning. There is so much that I want to do but I feel like I don’t have the time. I made a commitment to blog twice a week for the rest of the year, and I’m sticking to that. Cleaning be damned!

I am thankfully still working 31 hours a week which is my max with my availability. Since I work in a grocery store, and there is all this Covid craziness, my managers want me to work more. I don’t have more childcare as of now, so I said no. Schools are closed. Daycares are closed. I know of one daycare that is open but it would cost me as much as I make to send both kids. My ex and I don’t want the kids going to daycare right now anyways until the schools reopen and it’s safer.

I’m taking the next hour for me. I am determined to have some creative time. I need it. I have so much stuff on my to do list, writing out my to do list is on it. Fuck, I’m tired.

Hope everyone is hanging in there! Are you still working? Any projects on the go?