It Never Occurred To Me Before

I wrote the other day about possibly having another kid, or not. I don’t know what the future holds and the most likely answer is that I am done having children. However, what is possible? Step children. I have the big elaborate tattoo sleeve planned for my two kids and it honestly just occurred to me, what if I have step children. Maybe I’m waiting until I’m 40 to get this tattoo! I just have so much life to live and so much uncertainty. I’m excited for it. I feel like my future is bright. For a while after the separation it felt like my life was over, but I’m moving past that. I think everything will be okay. At least, that is what I tell myself. Genuinely though, if I get married again, and I have stepchildren, I would want them to feel as loved as my kids. I’m just saying if the little kids are in my life for a decade or more, then they deserve to be part of my tattoo. In case you don’t know, I am planning on getting mutant animals and the sun signs of my kids. It’s all very symbolic so no matter what happened it would still look good. Maybe it will happen, maybe it won’t work out. Either way, I’m good. I have a vague idea of what I want in my tattoo. Maybe it isn’t complete for a reason. Will everything in my life being up in the air, I understand why my tattoo ideas are in flux. Okay, I’m rambling but I am getting more optimistic by the day.

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