Military Ops

I was actually scouted by the military, manifesting too much? When I had my PTSD episode I walked for 20 hours. I took two breaks. One in a field and one at a park. I stayed up all night and got a ton of blisters. I felt like Hannah from House. I want to tell the police my mom lied about me being suicidal. I have the Nikes from my hike and my journal as evidence. My friend Ami bought me the book while I was in the hospital for my fake bipolar, first stint. I want the military to pay me standard basic training but you have to be a year out of the hospital to sign up. I told them I want to be CIA and CIA can do whatever you want, like the spider, the thirteenth sign. I thought for sure I needed a new sign since I can be very Scorpio. It’s more in my boyfriend’s chart. Maybe I imprinted? Spider is definitely going into my tattoo. The annoying thing is unsigned CIA doesn’t get paid, but they get to do whatever they want. I’m Out Of Control by She Wants Revenge.

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