Fall is my favourite season of all. Ugg boots, sweaters, pumpkin everything. What’s not to love? My book is going deeper into everything but that will be a while before that is done. I want this blog to be authentic and timely. I’m depressed. I have been depressed for months. In April I got separated from my husband and in May I stopped talking to my twin flame who I was really leaning on during the divorce. My beautiful baby boy is about to be two and I’m not excited about his birthday. I was excited for his first haircut but my ex did it without me. Now he is taking them for Halloween and throwing his big birthday party. I am not close with my family so I am with a what is the point mindset.
At the end of August my ex and my step father got me hospitalized for bipolar. I do not think I have bipolar, just PTSD. I’m going to my family doctor next week to talk to her about it. I think I am going to ask for a medication for the depression. I know that I could be okay without it for now but I’m tired of fighting. Everything in my life has felt like an uphill battle and I need a bit of a rest right now. I need to take the edge off so I can enjoy my son’s birthday.
I hope you all are doing well. Happy Fall.